It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve done a collective reading! Ethically, I don’t read when I’m feeling out of flow. After taking a few weeks to sink back into my energy and meditative practice as I’ve been away in a cabin for a month, I had some energy to pour from! Thank you so much for being here with me, as always.
Per ush, collective readings are a channeling of many, many people’s energy. It won’t resonate completely for everyone, and won’t present itself exactly the same in everyone’s life. This reading might be the first that I feel was actually for damn near everyone, myself included.
This year is about love and being brave in it. A lot of us were knocked off our proverbial horses as we pursued creative endeavors, connections and new relationships, and didn’t quite get where we thought we were going the way we wanted to get there.
The experiences and lessons you learned on the way down from the safety of your horse’s back were not for not. They were all part of some karmic lessons, forcing you to face how you may have been inadvertently escaping the best destiny imaginable for you by being stubborn and complacent. By tying your carriage to someone else’s horse instead of riding your own. By taking the same trails you always take in hopes of finding new riches and delights.
Doing what you’ve always done will keep you where you’ve always been. Just because you got knocked down once or twice, rejected and disappointed, does not mean you won’t have your heart’s greatest desire. You were choosing the path of greatest resistance without realizing it, and learned that hearing No is a temporary pain and a necessary evil when you are vulnerable enough to pursue what means the most to you. Simply put - DO IT AGAIN!
Don’t let other people’s limitations for you become your life story. They were merely a reflection of how you feel about yourself. By facing the fears and limits, you have done the hard work, developed true self-esteem, and found out which of your desires were actually about you rather than outside influence.
This year will carry the same themes of past relationships and connections, but you will approach them with a more open heart, resulting in different outcomes. You will face situations that have triggered your abandonment and shame complexes in the past, but have an opportunity to respond differently and with determination for what you truly deserve.
Journal Prompts
How are my traditions, routines, and habits keeping me frozen in time?
How did I get knocked off my horse in the last two years? Have I been able to regain confidence and understanding since?
What desires have I tabled or denied myself because of past hurt?
How will I choose to react when I face disappointment and rejection again?
Thank you I really needed this!!