I feel like we're on a similar wavelength. There's days where I find myself growing out of habits I once thought I would never grow out of (or emotions rather). And when I become aware of it, part of me misses the chaos. And I start romanticizing the past. Luckily, I'm able to become aware of it, but those thoughts are still there.
I sound like a broken record by now, but I constantly remind myself to be present. It's what grounds me and allows me to be at ease with any thoughts that come up. I loved how you described the feeling of what happens when you're at peace.
Anyways, I hope you're taking care and sending lots of positive vibes your way.
I feel like we're on a similar wavelength. There's days where I find myself growing out of habits I once thought I would never grow out of (or emotions rather). And when I become aware of it, part of me misses the chaos. And I start romanticizing the past. Luckily, I'm able to become aware of it, but those thoughts are still there.
I sound like a broken record by now, but I constantly remind myself to be present. It's what grounds me and allows me to be at ease with any thoughts that come up. I loved how you described the feeling of what happens when you're at peace.
Anyways, I hope you're taking care and sending lots of positive vibes your way.